break1

12.4.23 - 1:54pm est

sometimes feels like i need a break from this shit. knowing a break will only make me feel worse, not better. shit not really going my way, not writing the things that i want, don’t feel welcome in my home, wish time would stop so i could catch myself and get back to who i am. a lot of inspiration coming from many angles and it’s even more frustrating when i can’t put it all out in the ways that i want. usually never been an issue for me, probably thinking too much on it all but feels like a lot at stake so how could i not? anyway hype for the gta trailer tmrw that should be fire, shoutout roy blair coming back giving some hope for the new year. sampha has my aoty for sure, need some amazing new artists to come my way at this point and knock me into a new world for a bit, comment if u got any recs. need to get out and enjoy some holiday sights or something to put me in a better state or a glimpse of something to feel optimistic about 2024.

this time last year wrote truman, felt really good about and then got the e-mail from awal to join the team. year didn’t exactly go as planned but i wanna make sure the next 12 months aren’t the same, just feeling bummed on it all rn. on the brightside, got a lot of ideas started for some side project stuff that are cool, half baked demos that were started for main and took a diff turn. should be fun when they’re done, trying hard to make a dope ass intro rn that fits perfect over an old aesthetic japanese film or something. we’ll see how this month goes, shouts out if u reading this, don’t expect many people to. gonna keep doing them for documentation sake, will start filming more sessions in the new year also, and reading. will maybe drop some cool new tracks i found in the comments, pls do the same if u got any. all love <3