the radio_
3.13.26 - 7:44pm est
started doing these almost 3 years ago before anyone really knew about this project and the ideas were very thin. crazy to read the old blogs back and realize how much has changed. creating this world has been the craziest 6 years of my life. i’ve gone through so much, ups and downs at the most extreme levels. the feeling of coming up on the finish line with it all is unreal. i remember getting on homer radio early 2023, calling my best friend couldn’t believe my voice and some shit i made at home was being broadcast on something associated with an idol of mine. that was really really the takeoff for me. last blog i wrote was early 2024 and it was really right after that when most of the songs on this record started forming. i logged off of the world a little more after that but im glad i did, the results were something i couldn’t have reached without it.
there were definitely some friendships and relationships i wish i didn’t have to compromise during those years. but ultimately, right now it feels like the only thing that matters to me. i’ve never felt so confident, or proud, or eager about life and myself the way i do when i wake up everyday. this album has really really given me life man. i never knew what it felt like to truly truly put your all in to something that is unapologetically me from boy to man. not everyone is gonna fw it and maybe this won’t even be the body of work that i hold high in a few years. but at this moment i feel like i accomplished everything i sat down and dreamt of doing back at the end of 2019. quit my dayjob at forever 21, told myself i would go all in for the new decade, the world shut down and so did my ambition and creativity for a bit. took a long time to get back but it feels really good. i hope no matter what, people just listen. i care more about being heard than being liked. the emotions in the songs are built from years and deserve ears for everything i’ve pushed through.
cant wait to start sharing it all, the world, the b-sides and the visuals. some tracks that didnt make the album will reach the internet in april. and i still feel great about those. hope everyone in their lifetime gets to exprience the feeling of creating something they love and hold close to the chest. will keep these going as we get closer, share anything you’ve felt the same about in the comments i’d love to read. thanks for being here and talk soon.
